I am the typical girl next door. I am born in Taiwan, live in Bali, am a teacher and love to discover the mysteries of life. I love to fall in love, but I figured this love thing is not that easy I thought it would be. I am on a journey to discover what love really is.
That morning my desire of wanting him was so powerful that I became wet inside out. I was on fire.
I will never forget that day. It was the day after a big crazy party. My partner and I both went to bed feeling exhausted. The next day before we were fully awake, we started to kiss and explore each other.
To be honest I’m not the type of person who truly enjoys morning sex. I worry too much about how my partner sees my body in the bright day light without my nice little dress and my faultless makeup. But this morning I told myself “Screw it – I want him and he wants me.”
The morning it happened we tried several positions. The desire of wanting him was so powerful that I became wet inside out. I was on fire. I was living in the moment. I wasn’t thinking about anything but pleasure.
I sat on him with my legs squatting down and my back was facing him. He laid on his back and lifted his butt up to get inside of me. Every time he lifted he went deeper.
I experienced a tiny discomfort in my vagina mainly because of fear. But then again I told myself again: “Screw that”.
The fear did not remove my desire of wanting him and wanting to feel his cock inside of me. I closed my eyes, I found my focus and determination; I wanted to go to a place where I have never been to before. I wanted to feel that special spot being reached.
All of a sudden I felt an unbearable energy exploding deep inside of my vagina.
This orgasm came from a different spot. (All of my orgasms before where from clitoral stimulation & this spot was definitely new). It was so powerful that to a degree I had to pull myself away from his cock. While i was pulling away a liquid squirted from my vagina. My entire body was shaking. It was like my vagina was screaming, saying “Something is coming out, don’t block the hallway”.
I enjoyed this powerful orgasm so much but at the same time I also experienced 10 seconds of shame right after. I looked at my partner and thought I peed on him.
“Well, but it didn’t feel like I was peeing. The water came out from a different hole.” “Squirting” came into my mind. (Sometimes porn can give us better sex education than anyone else )
Wow, I squirted. I’m going to be 35 in January and I just had my first squirting experience.
How lucky I am! I thanked my partner for giving me such a wonderful experience. Then he simply stated, “I should thank you for letting me make you squirt.” And he’s right about that.
I made myself squirt by letting go, by fully diving into the sensation.
After that amazing squirting experience, my partner and I have had a couple more successful attempts. It is like something has opened up inside me. We both now know how to reach that climax. We now know the certain positions to make it happen. And the best recipe is to be free of the mind and relax.
There is a simple rule how to make yourself squirt: Remove the fear, the shame and the worries and just feel the love, the passion and enjoy the moment.